Anxiety has never been my thing, but I'm mainlining a veterinary sized shot of it today. Maybe its because I've been drinking coffee like Dionysis with a bottle of wine after falling off the wagon but I don't think that is the root of this today. It feels like I'm about to take an extended vacation from myself and I haven't packed a thing. This makes no sense whatsoever and I can't really explain it myself. I'm giddy with excitement and I don't normally toss around the word 'giddy' too often. I don't know what happened while I was asleep last night but I'm as charged as a freshly minted iPod. So, good day to everyone and I'll make like a tree and stop with the metaphors.
It's the caffeine. I've been on so much java lately that I feel like some coked out 80's has-been most of the day. I only sleep for like an hour at a time. I think I'm starting to lose my grip on reality.